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[May. 19th, 2008|12:32 pm] |
yeah so i'm so happy that school's finally over. i ended up with an A in microbio and a C in anatomy 2. i don't even care that much. but whatever because it's mother fuckin' summaaaaa.
so as i'm sure i've mentioned in previous entries, i was very excited that i didn't have to work fridays anymore because one of my coworkers wanted to take them from me. i didn't ask her to take them all, SHE WANTED THEM. so i go into work on thursday, and there's this huge note from her saying she can't work them because it will be too much with her summer class schedule. i was so fucking ripped because i HATE working fridays. and she's the only other pharm tech aside from me, so i basically have no choice but to work them again. the pharmacist on thursday was like "...so are you going to work tomorrow..." and i was like "hell no i've already made plans". and of course she was fine without a tech on friday because they're always dead but whatever. i was going to fight it and tell them i refuse to work them, but then i realized that i really can use that money since my bank account was -$8 last tuesday and i still haven't received my tax return. i usually worked 9-12 on fridays which is so fucking pointless and $30 isn't worth my time...so i changed it to 8-12 which is only 10 more dollars but it's better than nothing. i would work a whole 7 hour shift but I HATE FRIDAYS. so fuck that.
but aside from that rant, i cleaned the holy hell out of my car over the weekend...it's so nice!! i still need to vaccumm it though...my goal today is to find a cheap handheld vaccumm. i wanted to buy kone...but it's fucking $40! so fuck that. no little vaccumm is worth that much, even if it it pretty.
soooo msi is coming to the webster this july again!! i'm definitely going since i missed them last year. i have yet to order the tickets...i should probably hop on that. i really want to go to bonaroo this year...but the tickets are $200. i really can't put down money like that...and i don't think my car will make it to the boonies in vermont. but it's a total hippie fest with a ton of amazing bands. if i could get that money and a better car, i'd definitely be there.
i'm really excited for chantel's birthday party this year. i don't really know why. i guess it's because i haven't been to a large get-together with a lot of really amazing people that i'm really close to in a while. like other parties are weird and akward to me if i don't know the majority of people...and i can't really enjoy it. but i love everyone that's going to be there so there's no way it's not going to be kickass.
i was actually thinking about having a 4th of july party. i'm not too sure yet though. it would have to start after my mom goes to work...usually at 2 pm. and she doesn't come home until 12 am. so i think that's a pretty good window for a party. i would like to have alcohol present which wouldn't be an issue, i'd just have to make sure it doesn't get too out of control so the cops don't come. and i'll also have to get my sister out of the house. which shouldn't be too hard.
but yeah, i'm willing to invite anyone that i'm cool with. no strangers. i don't need bitches stealing shit, unless you're cool enough with them to the point where i can trust them.
so...feedback would be awesome so i can figure out who would like to be in on it. because if no one wants to go, i'm not throwing it for 5 people haha.
it would definitely be on a friday or saturday and i don't really have a limit on who can go. it would be outside too. it's too nice to sit inside all day.
so word. that's about it. if people start talking, i'll start planning. |
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| anyone want a car? |
[Mar. 21st, 2008|02:42 pm] |
I'm selling the Taurus.
It has new brake pads, new rotors, new alternator, new starter, new tires.
I'm going to get new windshield wipers and get it detailed and cleaned thouroughly.
Also, I'm going to take it to Firestone and let them check everything out to make sure nothing else needs to get fixed. If something's wrong, I'm going to fix it before selling it.
But basically, it's a 96 ford taurus wagon, red, with 153,000 miles on it. I know that sounds like a lot, but it runs quite nicely. And it has a V6 engine.
There are a lot of stickers on the back of the car. If you have a problem with that, I'll remove them before selling it to you.
I'm looking at selling it for no less than $2,000 firm considering how much money I put into having new parts put in and how much I'm going to put into it to get it detailed and repaired even more.
If you're interested, let me know through here and I'll give you my phone number. |
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| love is all, all my soul. |
[Feb. 25th, 2008|10:06 am] |
everyday i get more and more anxious for summer to be here. i love the feeling of summer...like how there's no worry in the world because there's always tomorrow if you didn't get to do something you wanted today. and just the feeling of being free. like not wearing layers upon layers and wearing flipflops and having all the windows open to hear the outside...you don't feel like you're confined to a box with recycled air...you just feel free. and just blasting music in the car with the windows down at night and having the warm air flow through it. i'm being so nostalgic about it lately and i don't really know what triggered it.
i really want this summer to be amazing. last year was probably one of the best of my life, and i want it to be the same this year, if not better. i'm not going to work as much, and i'm definitely not working nights like i did last year. i want to live my life and not stress about the future this summer. i don't want to worry about money, school, or anything for that matter. i just want to relax because life is only going to get more and more complicated as the years go by. i've realized that once my career kicks in, summers won't be any different than any other time of the year. same shit, different weather, basically. so i need to enjoy the good summers while they last.
well that's about it in a nutshell. i really can't wait for summer. we all need to enjoy it and make some great memories. you in? because i definitely am. |
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| take it slow, take it easy on me. |
[Feb. 21st, 2008|08:44 am] |
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i've decided to postpone the emt class. i'm going to wait until i'm at uconn so i can just take it through them. i weighed my pros and cons and there were definitely more cons. the class starts at 6pm on tuesdays and thursdays in hartford, so i really REALLY don't want to drive into that mess. i'd have to leave at like...5 which would be an even bigger waste of my time. my aunt is driving me absolutely insane about the whole thing. her daughter is taking it and if you know my cousin, she can't do anything herself. so my aunt is setting it up for her and she keeps bothering me because she's taking the mon-wed class and i told her i'm taking tues-thurs. i won't answer the phone but she keeps leaving me angry voicemails telling me to call her. so yesterday i told my gram that i've decided not to take it through hartford hospital and to tell my aunt to stop calling me because i seriously can't take her anymore. then i realized that i wouldn't be getting out until 10pm on tuesdays and thursdays, and thursdays are my summer nights to hang out with my lovely girls. i can't give that up. i need that night with them. 1 night is not enough but if that's what i get i have to take it and not throw it away. and on top of that, i was really depressed about summer knowing that i'd be doing class work the whole 3 months. i'm supposed to look foward to summer, not dread it. i think i'm just better off taking it through uconn when i'm actually there. so there. |
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| she's all alone, all alone in a time of need. |
[Feb. 18th, 2008|10:06 pm] |
so, the video for "around the world" is the greatest video i've ever seen in my 19 years of life.
i got my interstella dolls and daft punk poster. they're beautiful. i've decided to frame it so it doesn't get ruined. and the dolls get a whole shelf to themselves.
i know i said i'd stop buying shit on ebay but it's so hard. and since i've learned how to master the whole bidding thing, i keep getting things cheaper and cheaper. like just today, i won this sticker for my car that says "got the chemical brothers?" for about 4 dollars with shipping and a sexy chemical brothers shirt for about 6 dollars with shipping. how the hell can you beat that??
ugh.
anywho, it's been pretty damn nice being away from school for a week. but it's not like i haven't been doing work. i'm all caught up with my labs and online quizzes for anatomy 2.
i got an 87 on our first test which i would usually be happy about but i feel like i should've done a lot better. i studied my heart out so i'm sort of disappointed. i've never, ever hit the 90s on anatomy tests though. 89s...but not 90s. i guess the class average was a 72 though, so i guess i'm on the right track compared to most.
my micro test was supposed to be on wednesday too, but since classes past 3 were cancelled due to the weather that day, the test is gunna be this wednesday. i'm not so worried about that test. the teacher is so free-spirited and calm. it's basically the complete polar opposite of my anatomy class. it's a pretty nice balance.
so i guess the high school has february break right now, and our 2 (and only) boy clerks both went away for vacation...which means i have to work an 8 1/2 hour shift tomorrow. blahh. i haven't worked that many hours since summer. it's going to suck. i usually work 6 hour days and i hate that. so it's going to drag.
i've been really 50/50 with the emt class that i'm supposed to take this summer. if i want to take it, i really need to put my payment in soon...but i'm afraid i'm going to change my mind because one day i'll be like, "i have to take it this summer to get it over with"...but then the next day i'm like, "fuck i don't want to ruin my whole summer, i'll take it later". i don't like the idea of putting $625 down for something i'm so unsure about. i know it'll be worth it in the end though..it's just getting started that i have to deal with. i'll just have to make the best of the part of the summer that i won't be in class. plus, my cousin whitney who copies everything i do is suprisingly taking the same course, at the same place, at the same time...and i can't let her beat me. that's just...no. it's really motivation for me to do this and do better than her. story of my life though.
anywho, i'm getting tired and i have to wake up early. so that's enough for at least a couple more days. word. |
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[Feb. 11th, 2008|10:13 am] |
oh and...i won this poster too.
but this is the last time i'm bidding for a while. i'm out of control. |
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| and i need to be redeemed to the one i sinned against, because he's all i ever knew of a love. |
[Feb. 10th, 2008|11:13 pm] |
i hate mondays and i really don't want them to ever come. i have both classes and both labs tomorrow and i hate it even though it's not much different from wednesdays...but i don't hate wednesdays. maybe because it's closer to the weekend. i just don't know.
i basically spent all weekend studying and taking notes for anatomy. i took 40 pages worth of notes for 1 chapter. it's insane really. but i can honestly say that i understand it better now. so i guess those annoying teachers from middle school that enforced note-taking were right all along.
i did my first attempt on my 100 question online quiz which is a review of last semester. and i got a 59%. woo! shows how much i learned last semester. even though i got an 89 in that class. that just shows that quizzes prove NOTHING. but anywho, the teacher accidentally put the right answers in the "see what questions you got wrong" section. so i seriously sat there and wrote down all the 100 questions and their right answers. and later, i'm going to go redo the quiz with alllll the right answers. hell yeah. i'm really learning in college.
i bought this huge calendar to put on my wall so i can write down important dates for school and shit. i feel like a more organized person just because of it. it's sad. and i bought a bunch of retractable highlighters because i highlight pretty much everything. and it made me excited. also sad.
i'm stressing out because i have a ton of studying to do on tuesday but i also have to go get my mom's birthday present because her bday is on wednesday. i just can't wait for it to be the weekend again so i can just chillllll.
i'm really glad i won the interstella dolls, but i also don't have the kind of money to throw around like that...so i sort of feel bad. but whatever. i guess it'll be good in the long run. and they'll look cool in my room. but i really do need to simmer down on the money spending on ebay.
i'm taking emt classes in the summer which are $625...then i have to buy books for it. summer isn't going to feel like summer at all for me. the classes are tuesday and thursday nights 6-10 and every other saturday 8-5. i don't know what exactly we'll do for 9 hours but i'm kind of curious/scared. if anyone wants to take the classes with me, please do. i don't want to be alone in hartford with a bunch of people i don't know.
but anywho, i'm planning my next tattoo. hopefully scheduling it soon. maybe over spring break. who knows.
alright it's time for bed and another annoying week of work and school. see yaaaaaa. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2008|08:43 pm] |
so i won these on ebay after over a week of ruthless bidding:
and i can now die the happiest girl, ever. |
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| scream at the top of your lungs |
[Feb. 2nd, 2008|12:29 pm] |
thank god it's the weekend.
i got to relax pretty much all day yesterday and my mom called me at 1 in the morning and told me she wasn't coming home for the night. it would have been way more awesome if she told me earlier...like when she left for work at 2pm...so i could have had a party. dammit. oh well. there will be other times.
today i have to go get another lab coat since i can't use the same coat for both classes. we're not allowed to take our microbio coats out of the lab room because we play with bacteria and i guess we can get people sick or some shit.
i got my chemical brothers poster in the mail. it's soooo hott. it covers my whole closet door. i loveeee it. i'm currently bidding on daft punk merch now. i'm 2 hours away from winning a neon light with the daft punk logo on it. it's fuckin hottttt.
there's something else amazing i'm bidding on that i don't want to jinx because the auction isn't over for another week. but i really do hope i win it. if i win, i'm sure i'll go on and on about it in here.
which brings me to Daft Punk's album Homework. i like it, but not as much as Discovery or Alive 2007. Human After All is ok. but anywho, Homework is obviously good because it has around the world on it, and i LOVEEEEE indo silver club. i don't know why, but it's so catchy to me.
oh and as for the chemical brother's newest cd We Are the Night, i know i bashed it during the summer but it really is growing on me now. i guess i just didn't give it a good enough chance when it first came out, but i really do have respect for it now. the song salmon dance will NEVER grow on me though. i can say that right now. everything is else is good.
ok enough of this. i'm going to west farmsssssss |
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| all i wanted was a little fun. |
[Jan. 30th, 2008|10:05 am] |
so school has finally began.
anatomy and physiology 2 is going to be the biggest bitch i've ever had to deal with. it's the same teacher and most of the same students from 1...but it seemes like it's going to be sooooo much harder. and the teacher seems like she's going to be harder on us. it's not fair. she should be nice to us because we made it to the next level. guess not though. our first online quiz is an 100 question review on last semester. it's not due until march but that doesn't make it better.
and there's another girl in the class with my name. weirdest thing everrrr. i'm not sure how she spells it but her name is jessalyn russo. it's so creepy.
and there are a bunch of girls in the class that didn't have our teacher last semester and they act so fucking stupid and bitchy like they know more or something when they obviously are fucking retards.
but anywho.
i LOVE microbiology. it's my first night class so it feels weird, but the teacher is fucking awesome. he's a scuba diver and he used to work at pfizer and he's obsessed with biology. i can already tell the class is going to be super easy. he's not insane about quizzes and homework like my other teacher, so it will be a sort of counter-balance to anatomy.
oh and there's only 2 guys in my micro class, and 1 in anatomy. i guess guys just don't dig the sciences? oh well. now if i drop acid on myself in lab, i don't have to be modest about ripping my clothes off.
i have to be to class in 45 minutes. i hate the parking there. i need to stop and get coffee though.
so now that you know how my school life is from this pointless entry, i'm going to go. |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2008|10:50 am] |
i saw cloverfield on saturday. fucking epic. i've been doing some research and there's this whole backstory to it. it's insane, really. each character has their own myspace page and they all last logged in on 1/18/08 (the day the movie came out)...but the movie takes place in may so that sort of bothers me. but anywho, it's pretty cool. it's like they're real people. there's a whole facebook group that talks about the story before it happened and how it's connected to a company in japan and whatnot. it's intense.
basically, go see it. |
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[Jan. 21st, 2008|04:00 pm] |
so who's winning this incredibly amazing poster from ebay for only $2?
yeah, i am. |
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| i never meant to do wrong to you, you're my starfish |
[Jan. 9th, 2008|10:28 am] |
so i'm pretty much halfway through my vacation from work and i must say, i've been pretty productive.
i finished my uconn paper.
but honestly, how hard can it be to write 2 pages about what you've been doing with your life? it was pretty easy...wording it right was the worst part. so i submitted that with the rest of my application which cost $70. i sent mcc an email to mail my transcripts to uconn but i guess i have to call them to make sure they do it since they're all fucking retarded.
i paid my student fees.
they were actually only $236. i was expecting at least $300. it suprised me. but at least that's over with.
i worked on my room.
it's about 95% done now. on monday i vaccummed and dusted like hell and moved my dresser to the other side of the room on my own, and then vaccummed and dusted those spots that haven't been touched in years. then tuesday chantel came over and gave me a hand and we moved my bed (that we actually put against that wall together over 4 years ago) away from the wall. talk about 4 years of dust. ew. so now my bed is in the middle of the room. i organized my shoes and gave some up to chantel and my sister. curtains are up, the shelf is up, everything is clean. all i have to do now is get a couple more shelves and put my new sheets and comforter on the bed. i think this is the one big thing i can say i accomplished over break.
so, that's what i've done so far. i'd say that's pretty productive.
and i've been eating a lot better too. i mean, i still drink coffee...i just can't give it up. but other than that, bagels, salads, soups, and subway are my diet. and if i get an urge at night to eat, i have cereal. but that doesn't happen everynight. i'm usually content with myself. i feel better about myself little by little. i refuse to look at a scale just yet though, since i've only been eating this way for a couple of weeks and i'm going to have to stay strong and keep eating like this if i even want to see even a remote change. i'm just hoping i can stick with this diet once school starts again. i think i can...but i guess we'll see.
i found a photo album full of pictures from freshman/sophomore year. they're sooo funny. but i'm glad i found them because i was going crazy trying to figure out where they went. i want to put them on the computer so bad but it would take foreverrrr. maybe one day though.
alright, well the maintenance guys are putting a new water heater in right now because the other one exploded yesterday...so i'm waiting for them to finish so i can shower...byeeeeeee |
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| my life, in music terms. |
[Jan. 6th, 2008|02:08 pm] |
Describe your life with song titles:
Are you male or female:: Girl Anachronism
Describe yourself:: Private Psychedelic Reel
How do some people feel about you:: A Punchup at a Wedding
How do you feel about yourself:: Paranoid Android
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: Human After All
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: Digital Love
Describe where you want to be:: Sail to the Moon
Describe what you want to be:: The Prime Time of Your Life
Describe how you live:: Technologic
Describe how you love:: Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger
Share a few words of wisdom: I Write Sins, Not Tragedies |
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| i wanna get free, ridin' to the top. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2008|10:36 pm] |
sooo tomorrow's my last day of work before my week of vacation begins. i'm so excited since i'm so sick of that place. none of the other clerks ever want to work but that's ok...but when i don't want to work i'm looked at as some kind of asshole. whatever. a week away will be nice. i have lots of things i want to do.
things that need to be done:
-UCONN paper: which should only take me a day to do...if not a couple of hours if i don't procrastinate
-Pay student fees, buy books
-Get highschool/college transcripts sent to UCONN
-Dying/trimming of hair: the split ends are taking over, again. and the blond is showing through, again.
-Finishing the renovation of my bedroom: which consists of getting new curtains, a new lamp, a new pillow, moving furniture, vaccumming/cleaning, putting new blankets/sheets on.
...and if anyone wants to help me with that, they're more than welcome. moving the bed and dresser is going to be a bitch. the last time i moved shit around in that room was junior year of highschool so there is dust and cat hair EVERYWHERE. and i'm afraid to see what has resinated under it.
but anywho, that's my top priority list. other than hanging out with people, which is a given.
oh, and, the cheapest tredmill i've seen so far is $800 which isn't looking too good to me. i mean, it's pretty good but i don't have that sort of budget. i'm kind of just hoping a relative or something has one that they don't use and are willing to give it to me for no more than like...$200. that would be nice.
but back to the renovating of my room for a second...i found a lottt of old shit. i found soo many old pictures from highschool and i put them all in a drawer. i'd love to upload them all onto my computer but that would take foreeverrr with the scanning and whatnot. but they're so funny and it makes me miss highschool. i also found old birthday cards from all of my friends and family and those are the sort of things i just can't through away so they're in a box of their own too now.
don't get me wrong, i'm not a packrat. you should see the shit i threw out. i got rid of a whole dresser and this weird black drawer thing that i had 2 of. i disposed of 1. and then there were the billion articles of clothing and useless things that i gave to my mom and sister.
i actually found my favorite book of all time, "Bizzare and Eccentric Behaviors", which is an informational book about psychological disorders. i'm so glad i found it.
i'm just sort of excited to see how my room turns out in the end. i hope it looks nice. i also plan on eventually getting a nice dvd rack since my collection has grown since hollywood went out of business. and a little book shelf, maybe. either that or i can add another shelf or two to the one i have now which still needs to be put up. ugh, there's just so much that needs to be done.
oh and i need another mirror since mine is longggg gone.
i think a shopping run for bedroom stuff is in order this weekend.
and an underwear/bra shopping spree, of course.
ok this is getting way too long and i'm sure you'd all love to hear more about my renovating plans, but it's time for bed since i have to go to hell in the morning. |
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| 3's & 7's |
[Jan. 1st, 2008|12:54 pm] |
1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?
moved out of my house
2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i don't think i had any last year...this year's resolution is to get a treadmill and actually use it...and becoming an emt if i have the time.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no, but my aunt's due in february!
4. Did anyone close to you die?
no, a few of my regulars at work, but i wouldn't call them close.
5. What countries did you visit?
none
6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
good self esteem. and a raise.
7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
probably the whole summer. it was the best one i've ever had. i had so many good times with my friends.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
getting 2 tattoos. and bringing my gpa back up.
9. What was your biggest failure?
making rash decisions and not thinking them through. gaining weight from too much ganja.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i had really bad depression the spring time/beginning of summer and it effected my motivation and relationships. but i bounced back after a few months.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
well i can't say clothes because they get boring after a few wears. so i'd say my tattoos since they'll always be sexy to me. and my nose piercing.
14. Where did most of your money go?
my car and school.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
getting my nose pierced. i wanted it for so long but i was afraid my boss would kill me, but then she hired a pharmacist with pink hair and a nose ring, so i totally went for it.
16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
any song off the chemical brother's cd "In Dust We Trust"
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
Older or wiser?
definitely wiser. i learn from my mistakes everyday.
Thinner or fatter?
fatter for sure. all my clothes that fit me this time last year are way tighter. weed is to blame for that.
Richer or poorer?
mmm...poorer. still at $9 an hour.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
spent more time with my friends after summer. things just get hectic when school starts.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
work.
20. How did you spend Christmas?
went to gram's for the day, then spent the night at mama's.
22. Did you fall in love in 2007?
well, the end of 2006. so technically, yes.
23. What was your favorite TV program?
So You Think You Can Dance, fosho.
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
mosdef. well, i hated them last year but i held back. now, i don't give a shit and they sure as hell know.
25. What was the best book you read?
didn't read.
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
again, the chemical brother's "In Dust We Trust" cd. i'm glad i found it.
27. What did you want and get?
i wanted a good summer and got it.
28. What did you want and not get?
i wanted to lose weight and didn't haha
29. What was your favorite film of this year?
I Am Legend was damn good.
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
went out to dinner with my girlies, then had a little shindid at my house with all my favorite people.
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
if people weren't so drama-craving and didn't need something to talk about every second because their lives are THAT lame.
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
a lot of brown. loose capris and solid tanks. and tons of flipflops.
33. What kept you sane?
friends.
34. Which celebrities/public figures did you fancy the most?
Daft Punk.
35. What political issue stirred you the most?
george bush not being assassinated.
36. Who did you miss?
my cats. i was never home.
37. Who was the best new person you met?
definitely re-meeting old friends from rocky hill. i consider them new because they're nothing like they were in middle school. they're like totally different people to me and i love them.
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007:
think hard before you make bold moves. don't hold your feelings in and don't let anyone step on you. enjoy life with no regrets. if you didn't make mistakes, you wouldn't be the person you are today.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"Pictures of things that I've done before, circling around me, I'm here on the floor. I'm dreaming this and I'm dreaming that; regretting nothing, think about that". |
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| there's nothing wrong with just a little, little fun. |
[Dec. 15th, 2007|12:50 pm] |
the only good thing about all of the snow the other day was getting out of work extra early. the bad thing was knowing that there was nowhere to go so i had to be in the house all day long with nothing to do...for the first time in years.
so! i cleaned my closet out. and some people know what that closet looked like before. it was a fucking mess. so it took me all day to clean that fucker out. i ended up with 3 trash bags filled with clothes i didn't want and a huge box of shit that i didn't want either. so i gave it all to carly and my mom. and they loved everything so everyone is happy.
my next goal is to get rid of one of my dressers, because i have 2. i want to get rid of one, shift my whole room around, and get a fucking treadmill because i want to start running again...minus the whole really cold weather outside shit. so a treadmill seemed like the next best thing...warm house, my room, tv...how can exercising get any better than that? i definitely have a lot more cleaning to do though, a lot more shit to get rid of. so i plan to get that done over break.
anywho, i sliced my finger this morning trying to make another belt hole in the belt i gave carly. i didn't even realize it until there was blood all over my hands. it's throbbing now and i can't put any pressure on it or it just opens up and bleeds all over the place again. but it takes the pain in my uterus away...and i rather have pain from a cut than miny contractions.
oh and i had to remove my toenail on my big toe because it was rotting. i'm not a dirty person though. i wore too tight of shoes and suffocated the fuck out of it...and it died. so i took it off so another nail can grow out before flipflop season because...that's just gross. so i am currently toenail-less on my left big toe.
i got my car back from the emissions test today and it passed!! woo!! my car can get re-registered. thank god...i mean, i've gotten so much shit done to it in the past year that i would've been SO mad if it failed.
today we're going to see i am legend. i'm sooo excited..i've been waiting to see this movie for about 3 months. then we're getting movies at the store, stocking up on food, and crashing here seeing as though we're going to be stuck here for probably the next 24 hours with the ice storm coming. we might start working on our next movie...if we don't get lazy, that is.
alright, time to do the hair. |
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| when i'm naked i want you there |
[Dec. 7th, 2007|11:41 pm] |
i guess i should be sleeping because i have to work in the morning. but i'm not tired, at all.
i'm glad it snowed today...it was really pretty. and i'm glad it didn't freeze because my car doesn't do too great in slippery conditions.
on sunday i was sliding all over the place and got stuck on a hill. it took me about 15 minutes to get all the way up it. and i totally forgot that drivers ed told us to "pump" the break when you're sliding on ice...not slam on it. woopsies. but whatever that was like 3 years ago so i'm allowed to forget these things.
i bought a really cute hoodie last night when i went to the mallio with jackemer. i haven't been buying anything for myself lately since i've been buying lots of xmas presents, but it was 50% off so come on...what did everyone expect me to do?! christ. money sucks.
my sister's fat friend is over, and she smells like rotten cheese. like, supadupa terrible.
my final grade in chem is a 96. word. and i found out the final is on tuesday. and then anatomy is wednesday. wordddd. so basically this time next week i'll be the happiest person everrrrr.
and ash is taking my night shifts at work when she gets home from school so i can work mornings and get out at 3 everyday. ugh, i can't fucking wait.
i saw the cutest jacket at h&m last night. i want it soooo bad. i don't really need it though because i have my EMS jacket and my h&m jacket from last year which is in pretty much perfect condition still. so i'm holding back.
well, i guess i should try to get some sleep since i have to wake up early, go to work for 4 annoyingly slow hours, then work on my last 4 online quizzes. ughhhh.
but first...i need to drink soda. |
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| shorty i will take you there |
[Dec. 4th, 2007|05:39 pm] |
so here i am, updating at work because it's pretty much the only place that i can do so.
( i started xmas shopping... )
in more annoying news, i got my cell phone bill yesterday and i went over my minutes. my usual bill is about $60...and this month it was $130. NICE. there goes most of my paycheck this week.
and i got a notice in the mail saying that if i don't prove i'm a full-time student (which i'm not), then my health insurance will be terminated.
..so what am i going to do!?
lie.
hells yeah.
you just watch me...i will still be insured, dammit.
if it fails...that's really going to suck because i get medications every month and they're not cheap without insurance soooo i have to lie. so what if it's fraud? i say whatever.
my last chem class is thursday and last anatomy class is monday. i'm so excited. my anatomy final is next wednesday but i have no idea when my chem final is yet. i hope it's next week so i can just get it all done as soon as possible.
i started applying to uconn, so i have to work on my admissions essay during the break. it should be easy because writing papers in one shot is a breeze for me. i don't know why because i absolutely HATE doing them, but put me under pressure and i can write an A worthy paper. no doubt.
anywho, i should try to do something productive now. |
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[Nov. 29th, 2007|05:36 pm] |
day 4 without coffee. i don't have a headache so that's a good sign. i just really want some and it's killing me.
anywho. i got the new daft punk cd Alive 2007 on my ipod. what a beautiful thing. i loveeee every little second of it.
i'm glad it's almost the weekend. tomorrow i have to work for 3 measley hours then i get to relax thank godddd. saturday is a day of work for me...i have a lot of chem homework to catch myself up on since we have our last test before the final on tuesday...and i get up until the test day to do all of the homework assigments for those chapters. so word.
i'm at work. and i'm so incredibly bored and it's not even 6. jeses.
there's not really anything of value to talk about right now, so i'm going to go find something to do. |
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